My Spiritual Journey

My Spiritual Journey really began about seven years ago when I went to have a Tarot reading.  The lady who did it had also put a Psychic Workshop together and asked me if I would like to join.  I said yes I would love to.  I went away thinking what the hell have I just agreed to.  A few days later after the excitement had worn off, I thought to myself “I’m not psychic, I’m not a medium. I don’t have the ‘special gift’ these people have”.  To be honest I think I started panicking there and then.  I thought I was going to make a laughing stock of myself but when the day came for me to go to the workshop, I pulled up my big girl panties and said to myself that if I messed it up I didn’t have to go back.  These people didn’t know me so I wouldn’t have to see them again.

I walked into the room and met two lovely ladies, they looked ordinary, they didn’t have horns growing out of their heads and they certainly didn’t talk in tongues so I thought I was relatively safe.  I took my seat along with about seven or eight other people and waited.  One of the group leaders made the introductions and told us exactly what we would be doing over the following weeks. We were informed that we were now a ‘circle’ and would eventually be able to talk to Spirit along with meditation, healing and lots more stuff.  Now I really knew I was out of my depth.  The thought of talking to dead people scared the crap out of me.

As it turned out it was probably the best thing I have ever done for myself.  I had given myself the gift of learning and growing with some of the most wonderful people I have ever met.  Most of whom are still my good friends today and we still meet every week in our own circle now. I stayed in that original circle for about a year and really learned a lot about the Spirit World and all things Spiritual.  The circle broke up after a year because of a power shift between the two leaders with one of them turning it into something other what it originally was.  One of the leaders of the original group wanted to concentrate on healing only and the meditations she had us doing were getting longer and longer and to be honest pretty damn boring.

We weren’t being taught the ‘spooky stuff’ anymore and this was the stuff I was really interested in.  So I decided to leave as it wasn’t going to help me anymore on my path, seven of us broke a way and created our own circle.  It was supposed to be that each one of us would lead the new group in turn each week but it didn’t work out that way at all.  It turned out that I (the one who moaned the most about the meditations) ended up running the group and creating all the meditations.  So much so, that myself and one of the others in the group now have our own YouTube channel filled with meditations for adults and children and it is doing really well too.

So my Spirit Guides knew what they were doing.  They guided me to have a Tarot reading, they guided me to join the original group and then guided me to create meditations.  Everything that has happened to me since then has been my journey and for all that they have done for me, I am eternally grateful to them.  Of course, that’s exactly what my guides did…GUIDE not insist, not tell me to do it, just put certain things on my path and I made my own decisions. It is something I wished I had done a very long time ago but I was just not ready, I hadn’t learned enough.  There were things I had to experience first in order to become who I needed to be and I wouldn’t change it for the world…..